VIOLETISM

LATER

10 MONTHS

EARLIER

I BELIEVE IN REVENGE THROUGH UNYIELDING INDIFFERENCE;
MY ALMIGHTY POWER OF PRECISION APATHY.

NOT MY BUSINESS

YOUR BUSINESS

MONEYISEXPENSIVE

I AM REALLY TRYING NOT TO MOURN THE DEATH OF ALL THINGS GOOD (read: more like, livable or whatever) AS MY EXISTENCE TICKER PREPARES FOR IT'S IMPENDING, ANNUAL, MOST UNFORTUNATE, +1.

because, as we well know,

KILLING IS AT A PREMIUM.

NONE OF THIS IS ODDLY SATISFYING.

IT'S JUST REGULAR

NOT SATISFYING,

WHICH IS ALSO NOT

ODDLY SATISFYING

OR REGULAR SATISFYING

OR EVEN SLIGHTLY SATISFYING.

THE TERRIBLY FAMILIAR CYCLE OF FEROCIOUS COMPULSIONS DEFINED BY THE INSUPERABLE GALAXIES OF SELF LOATHING ONLY DILATES IN SIZE AND NEVER LACKS IN PRESENCE; WITHIN THE CALCIUM ANTRE ATOP THE VERY ARCTIC PEAK OF MY HUMAN FORM,

TORTURE REIGNS SUPREME.

all day

I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps.

neruda

MY ENTIRE PHYSICAL BEING IS TOTALLY FAILING ME.
EUTHANASIA BEING ILLEGAL IS ALSO A COLOSSAL BUMMER.

MODERN VALUES:

TOO MANY HUMANS

actually i take that back

NOT ENOUGH HUMANS

Let's talk about: PRAYERS

I find it extremely irritating when Godsluts use prayer - or any variation of - to solve any problem, or change any situation, ever. The worst is if they tag on some indulgent and desperate extra like "pray for me," or "keep [insert whatever/whoever the hell] in your prayers," etc.

BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT IS 100% MORE EFFECTIVE THAN PRAYER?
EVERYTHING ELSE.
LITERALLY EVERY OTHER ACTION.
EVERY SINGLE OTHER THING YOU CAN DO.

People will do anything,
no matter how absurd,
to avoid facing their own soul.

- Carl Jung

Before, but Still

It’s really naive to think saying the right thing at the right time is so extraordinary. It’s not. In fact, it’s easy. What people do, their purposeful actions, that’s what matters: actions and intentions. Words are pretty, but what does pretty mean? I am not interested in “pretty.” Never have been.

currently

i respond to everything with LOL
because i mean it,
~~even~~ especially in real life.

OH NO YOU SHOULD KEEP IT FER SURE BABE

I'm totally going to admit this to you. Even though you are the internet and everything that I admit is beyond accessible with little to no effort (especially since presently this blog isn't even invite only), I'm going to tell you. Mainly because I don't care (you'll see the irony in a second), but also because I'm not really going to tell you anything I wouldn't let fall out of my mouth in front of anyone I might meet in 3D format.

The most horrific amount of MILITANT INDIFFERENCE has infuriated my being.

About, you know, just everything. It really is the worst isn't it?

[EDIT: GOD I AM SO 21 IT'S APPALLING.]

SOMETIMES I REALLY AM ASTOUNDED

THAT THE UNIVERSE HAS CONCEIVED

SUCH A SUPREME SPIRIT FOR ME

WITH NO RATIONAL COMPASS

MODERN SYMPATHY

friend: My fight is delayed over 4 hours, and I won't be able to go back to my apartment tonight.
friend: I should stop complaining. On the news now there is a grandma whose grandson was killed in Afghanistan recently so I should shut up.
girl: LOL. You should calm down yes, but for your own mental health not because some shitty unconnected event happened.
girl: You get to complain, she just get's to complain more.
friend: You're right. My head hurts.
girl: She should really look at the bright side. There's one less mouth to feed in a time of economic hardship and rising food prices.
girl: She can now afford a pottery class.
girl: Maybe even spinning on Sundays.
friend: Haha. You're a bitch.
girl: Throw a dinner party for her friends
girl: who haven't died yet.
friend: LOL
girl: I'm just saying' there's always more ways to look at things.
friend: You're right. When in fact my current situation has NO bright side. Lol.
girl: LOL. I said more. I didn't say bright.

VIOLETISM

MODERN VALUES:

Let's talk about: PRAYERS

Before, but Still

currently

MODERN SYMPATHY

OH HELLO SOUL, THERE YOU ARE

MODERN 50's

MODERN TEXTS

MODERN LIFE